It just seems that everything is just about to happen, but it isn’t happening
just quite yet. On all fronts, there seems to be a tentative pause; it’s like a
bit of a tease, so close but yet, not quite there. It is truly frustrating. Is it
better than a pregnant pause I wonder? Rather than a restless feeling, it’s
more a numbness which I think I actually prefer because it is generally calmer.
This I take it is another lesson in patience, one I am exhaustively fed up of!
Thankfully, when all else fails, I have my music to soothe me. I would
really rather have my solitude but that is one more thing on the brink and not
quite all there, not yet though I can but taste it.
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